just one of those days...

...typically everything in my life is pretty balanced. i'm busy but everything has its place and i'm able to juggle school, working, social life and everything else. but there are those days, like today, that just pop up from out of nowhere and blind side me. the days where i'm not satisfied. i'm lost...frustrated...inpatient...a sobbing mess. where everything i've pushed to the side to deal with later comes to the forefront and demands to be dealt with right then. it's the days where every rational thought flees from my mind and i indulge all of the negativity. on a good day i know that i have a lot to be proud of...people that love me...a bright future. but in the dark days i can't see the light at the end of the tunnel...i can't figure out what i'm working so hard for...i don't feel like i have anything to show, to offer. days like today i feel like the most unaccomplished person alive and i'm tired of struggling. days like today i just want to lay down and wait for tomorrow.