im house-sitting this week(end)...

...and i love wireless internet! it SO beats logging onto my computer every night hoping i can pick up someone elses connection. it's nice to just turn on my computer and viola! internet!

this weekend i should be studying for my real estate law final that is tuesday. but any one who knows me, knows i don't do anything until the last minute. i tell myself i work better under pressure...yea...that's it. instead of studying, i went to dinner and spent time with friends last night...tonight i'm going to the flame with some more friends...tomorrow is mothers day and i'm spending time with my stepmom and dad. we are going to the farmers market and then having lunch at baja betty's...where for mothers day they are giving away tiaras for the moms and we'll have tasty margaritas! :) i'm so excited!

tonights outing promises to be full of new experiences, which apparently is the theme in my life lately! i've been friends with a girl that i met on the internet for a little over a year. the weird part is that we've never talked on the phone and never met in person. we've emailed each other pretty consistently over the year...been supportive of each other through crappy jobs, lost jobs, disappointments, relationship drama, life excitements...just everything we've gone through. she's always a supportive, objective voice whenever i'm trying to figure something out in life and i think i've been the same for her. we just never seemed to have the opportunity to get together. so tonight she's meeting some friends at the flame and she invited me. and i'm going. so besides the new experience of meeting like 6 people i don't know, i'm going to a lesbian bar for the first time since i came out. i'm a little nervous but i think it should be fun. i almost came up with some excuse not to go but when i sat down and thought about it i figured it was time to meet new people. my sister and mom are gone and now my best friend is moving to orange county. i can't just sit around...i need to get out there and meet new people. johnna is going with me for support :) and i think it should be fun! we'll see!